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Gotten Gains

by ill

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1.
One Time 03:29
one time i went lost on the sea she made a fool out of me and i know that my head was on fire destined in ruin and awake fingers start tremble and shake in these chains that was fought in desire what`d i say? one time in love oh, what`d i say? two time i was left without a clue wonder could i live without you? i was sure that this love had gone higher destined in ruin and awake fingers start tremble and shake in these chains that was fought in desire what`d i say? one time in love oh, what`d i say? you force it down i gotta cough it up whatever comes out comes out that was right for one time
2.
A 05:07
wantin` waitin` baitin` who pays attention? seekin` tryin` complyin` for nothin` down in -a down in -a poser bawdy "shawty - what yo name is?" clawin` climbin` for diamonds a faggot run this -a it run this a -chorus- i never wanted life so easy i`ll make it loud until i die another moment i come big-and- strong stomp a jivin` pussy lie so i hope you don`t mind listenin` look away if i`m a bore or you can run your mouth like a-t-l `n you can fuck yourself for.... sure a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a nowhere playin` again all for nothin` stylin` sell it bullshit "hold up, me too" - a "me too" - a reelin` blinded find it uninspired over- rated faded stuck `n i said -a i said -a repeat -chorus-
3.
I love the way my life has gone oh yeah Like a caged up rat loves the wheel he's on oh yeah For all I have I've worked so hard oh yeah I didn't grow my food didn't build my car oh yeah Oh yeah -chorus- All that I had gave me the blues There are worse things than being alone All that I have I'll never use There are worse things than being alone All that I fear I had to choose There are worse things than being alone All that I love I'm gonna lose There are worse things than being alone I'm tired of the same routine oh yeah And I'm scared of what I've never seen oh yeah Tomorrow I will change my ways oh yeah And when I die I will die today oh yeah Oh yeah repeat chorus Lonely man Understands Wasted time All that I had gave me the blues All that I have I'll never use All that I fear I had to choose All that I love I'm gonna lose All that I love I'm gonna lose All that I love I'm gonna lose
4.
Christine 07:51
on my horse when you were dying once forsaken the total of all that remained you my hope and dream of life and felt the toll that was taken in so many ways all my children that lie in waiting sweet refusals a father not wanted to know i your favored fiend and liar raining down like some voice in my head that said -chorus- one more seems fine isn`t how you make it hold on she`s mine beat my skull then sink away all the way pain and mourning walking silent carry forward a sad that was so long ago faith in shadow broken keeping shine like fires that lighted my way to the road now i`m standing no more hiding weren`t so different from always just gave it a name i your favored fiend and liar raining down like some voice in my head that said repeat -chorus- for christine i would break on the rock like a wave hold your hand in the sun where the song has an end repeat -chorus-
5.
Bitch 03:43
a bitch in disgrace i`m over what never would take me over..... soon arrested to tame the monster whatever was waking up in- side a naked display -chorus- seeded desire would turn (on the one-cent-ride, yeah) she blame the fire for burn a moment to lay beside me in thinkin` of everything in life that ripped with a pain undaunted and seconds away from open fire a message delay repeat -chorus- could never know what it means to run you down space in time a wasted dream full of faith and all that pray to shoot me down and end me..... soon i wasted my days repeat -chorus-
6.
Castration 04:01
into the world you're thrown your will is not your own you're dead the day you're born they got 'ya (castration) you better fall in line live by their rules and time they knows what's yours is mine they got 'ya (frustration) they keep you wanting more open then close the door they tell you rich n' poor they got 'ya (castration) they know just what you need what you think and believe they suck the air you breathe they got 'ya (frustration) -chorus- you never get what you deserve stand down and leave it all behind they promise heaven go they threaten hell below they give you god to know they got 'ya (castration) some girl won't let you in some guy won't let you win they don't know where you been they got 'ya (frustration) they bleed you 'til you dry laugh at you 'til you cry give up before you try they got 'ya (castration) you won't amount to shit this all you gonna get better get used to it they got 'ya (frustration) repeat -chorus- empty hole i fill with my disgrace hopeful i can`t feel you anymore crawl away into my resting place hopeful i can`t feel you anymore (castration)
7.
Finches 04:04
in a waking dream of ancient things that lie in open graves what can`t be denied from me and mine that pained us for how long? innocence and shame for who`s to blame? a troubled keeping down little girl in size for victimized of one that would not speak -chorus- you take it you make it only now..... feelin` it breakin` me for down come to light am i open season? for what was done a little girl i know you were the monster in the dark here i come so don`t worry `bout it yeah i know about it hide from me no more force into a maze of endless days a struggle to move on shining brightly now a sacred cow that cried for nevermore innocence and shame for who`s to blame? a troubled keeping down little girl in size for victimized of one that would not speak repeat -chorus- feel it find it feel where the sun stays down call it finch call it finch
8.
weary, winds through driving rain summer, once to feel again i`m gone desperate, hours who walk from shame love who wants to feel the same i`m gone figments, now that war inside sunny home where demons hide i`m gone gold and opal waning now the race is run you, my only all that makes a lie figments, now that war inside sunny home where demons hide i`m gone
9.
Interlude 00:40
10.
Pearls 05:05

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released March 11, 2012

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